kejujuranku

dan aku bingung berdiri disini
diantara jalanku meraih asa
kuingin kembalikan segalanya
sejarah 'tuk jadi masa depan

teringat dikala aku smp
kebisingan yang menyenangkan
berbincang terus menerus
belajar bersama-sama

serasa bersama hadapi dunia
mungkin hanya beberapa jam
bercanda seperti anak kecil
perduli satu akan yang lain

indahnya sekolah menenangkan
tiap pagi datang dengan ceria
semangat menggebu-gebu
belajar dengan tawa dan tangis

kini tinggal kenangan
aku yang memilih jalan ini
kucoba lalui saja
dan ku harapkan yang terbaik

kupunya kawan yang baik
terkadang aku risih
kutanyakan pada batinku selalu
inikah yang terbaik ataukah bukan

aku ingin mengubah jalanku
terlalu terlambat bukan?
dan aku telah memulai
Tuhan, biarlah aku ditempa

di anganku pasti
terbayang apa yang kuinginkan
kuharap ini membuatku kuat
'tuk hadapi hari esok

mungkin seperti anak kecil
aku berusaha meraih sesuatu
sakit, tapi aku harap yang terbaik
walaupun aku lemah

ini bukan buku-buku di meja
orang-orang disekelilingku
andaikan suasana lebih baik
aku hanya berharap

bukan maksudku menghina
inilah kenyataan yang kuhadapi
mereka membuatku 'tak kerasan
aku harap ada perubahan, sedikit

aku tak kuat berlama-lama
mereka menyebalkan!
jujur, aku benci kelasku
inilah alasan itu

dan mungkin ada yang tersinggung
namun inilah kejujuranku
aku tak tahan memendamnya terus
selalu mengganjal di dada

kupilih tuangkan pikirku
menulis bait-bait kejujuran
harapanku, aku akan baik saja
kuharap lebih dari sebelumnya


Kezya Yudia Kurniawan
X par 2 / 17

"As Long As You Love Me"

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (I don't know)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me (yeah)

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did (yeah)
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
As long as you love me
Who you are
As long as you love me
What you did (I don't care)
As long as you love me

dan ini salah satu hal lain yang mengingatkan gw sewaktu gw smp dan belajar bahasa inggris. like this!

kangen masa2 SMP

childish banget si judulnya. aduh, abis gimana? emang gw kangen sama masa2 SMP. sama temen2, sama guru2, sama semuanyaa.. meskipun udah dapet temen di SMK, tetep aja masih ngerasa keilangan "sesuatu" dalam hidup gw. mungkin emang karena kita2 pada belom terlalu deket ya? -padahal tiap hari nongkrong bareng mulu. ya, biarlah waktu berjalan dulu aja deh. (mungkin) gw kangen sama SMP karena bisa "cuci mata" wkwkwk. manusiawi banget kan? selain itu juga ada tmen yg bae2 dan tentunya ada juga yg rese. tapi.. biarlah :) [biarlah ku rela melepasmu, meninggalkan aku..] wkwkwk.

entah mengapa, kayaknya anak kembar di angkatan gw mirip sama mikhael thobie alias ajiz. terus kak pani mirip sama kak egi. terus banyak lagi deh. dan (gw ngga yakin) gw ngerasa pernah ketemu sama beberapa anak2 tere sebelumnya (kyknya si di mimpi).

sekian dulu, bosen ni ~.~

i wanna be ...

yup! ini tentang cita2 gw, nobody know this :)

sebenernya -gw rasa panggilan hidup gw itu buat jadi aktivis deh. entah aktivis HAM atau aktivis lingkungan hidup dan yang agak nekat si: gw mau jadi missionaris! bingung juga si. gimana engga? gw ngga pernah berani bilang ke ortu :(

ortu maunya gw kuliah IT, ya gw malah maunya (tanpa sepengetahuan mereka) kuliah theology. rebek banget kan?!

so far, gw udh masuk tourism high school. gw mau jalanin dulu aja kehidupan gw sekarang. walaupun gw masih agak bimbang dengan cita2 gw. mau jadi apa?? sempet si mau belajar bhs. sansekerta trus kerja di bidang pariwisata, cuma ngga ada "panggilan"-nya deh buat ke bidang itu (buat ditekuni, karena ya panggilan hidup gw bukan ke arah itu). tapi kalo dipikir2 ngga salah juga si kerja di bidang pariwisata. itung2 gw bisa "menularkan" hal2 positive ke orang2 yg gw temui. ya ngga??

sebenernya si -kalo bisa gw mau ngambil dual degree aja biar ngga repot. dual degree IT & theology. ya, doakan saja :)

Jesus bless us !

usulan lagu UPRA oleh Allicia

F4 lyrics - Can't Help Falling In Love

who's that?!,
At the door,
One time
Let's go...

Vanness
Ni bu guai you shi hui zuo guai
Dan ni bu huai zhi shi bu zhuang ke ai

~*Jerry*~
Leng xia lai qi fen dou bei po huai
Suan ni li hai re dai dou bian han dai

Vanness
Ni jiu shi tian shi bie huai yi
Huai pi qi zhi shi mei ren dong ni

F4
Hao yun qi neng he ni yi qi
Coz I can't help falling in love with you

(Rap)
Vanness
Everytime I look u straight into your eyes
I can't explain this feeling it's blowing up my mind
The touch of your hands and the touch of your lips
Make the temperature so I know that this is it

Vic
Ni bu guai you shi hai hui shua lai
Dan ni bu huai qi shi ni hen ke ai

Ken
Bei dai bai ni po huai tian cai
Ju jue fan mai xu wei zuo zuo dui bai

F4
Hao yun qi neng he ni yi qi
Coz I can't help falling in love with you

Vanness
I just can't stop it, I just can't help it
Falling in love with you, no matter what I do
You taking me to heaven with everything you do
So I'm falling in love with you and baby that's the truth

Vanness
Ni jiu shi tian shi bie huai yi
Huai pi qi zhi shi mei ren dong ni

F4
Hao yun qi neng he ni yi qi
Coz I can't help falling in love with you

rekomendasi lagu dari Ellen untuk UPRA

1.Cai Hong-Jay chou (yg di marjes blm ada rapnya)

哪裡有彩虹告訴我
Na li you cai hong gao su wo
Tell me, where can I find rainbows?

能不能把我的願望還給我
Neng bu neng ba wo de yuan wang huan gei wo
Can you return my wish back to me?

為什麼天這麼安靜
Wei shen me tian zhe mo an jing
Why is the sky still so calm?

所有的雲都跑到我這裡
Suo you de yun dou bao dao wo zhe li
All the clouds have amassed above me



##有沒有口罩一個給我
##You mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo
##Do you have a spare face mask to lend me?

釋懷說了太多就成真不了
Shi huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao
Because I said too much, now it will not eventuate

也許時間是一種解藥
Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao
Maybe time is an antidote

也是我現在正服下的毒藥
Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao
Or the poison I'm taking right now

看不見你的笑 我怎麼睡得著
Kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zen me shui de zhao
Without seeing your smile, how can I sleep?

你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
Ni de sheng yin zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao
Your voice is so close yet I cannot hug you

沒有地球太陽還是會繞
Mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao
The sun will continue orbiting even without the Earth existing

沒有理由我也能自己走 ##
Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou
I can walk away from you without a reason



**你要離開 我知道很簡單
**Ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan
**You want to leave, I know it is (a) simple (thing)

你說依賴 是我們的阻礙
Ni shuo yi lai shi wo men de zu ai
You said reliance was the major barrier between us

就算放開 但能不能別沒收我的愛
Jiu suan fang kai dan neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai
If you choose to let go but don't remove my love for you

當作我最後才明白 **
Dang zuo wo zui hou cai ming bai
I'll just pretend that I understand in the end


Repeat ## **


RAP
看不見你的笑要我怎麼睡得著
Kan bu jian ni de xiao yao wo zen me shui de zhao
Without seeing your smile, how can I sleep?

你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
Ni de sheng yin zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao
Your voice is so close yet I cannot hug you

沒有地球太陽開始會繞…會繞
Mei you di qiu tai yang kai shi hui rao … hui rao
The sun will continue orbiting even without the Earth existing…orbiting

沒有理由我也能自己走掉
Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou diao
I can abandon you without a reason

是我說了太多就成真不了
Shi wo shuo le tai dou jiu cheng zhen bu liao
Because I said too much, now it will not eventuate

也許時間是一種解藥…解藥
Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao… jie yao
Maybe time is an antidote… antidote

也是我現在正服下的毒藥
Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao
Or the poison I'm taking right now

------------

2.Wo Men Zhi Jian - Bang Bang Tang (lollipop)
[lgunya enak kok :D]

zhe yi duan shi jian
you zhe shen me yang de hua mian
xi nu ai le quan xie zai ri ji li mian
fa xian mei yi ye quan dou shi jing dian
suo you de gu shi dou zhi de ji nian

* xian shi de kao yan
wo men shuo hao yi qi mian dui
bu guan duo jiu duo yuan jue dui bu han lei
qi dai bi ci geng mei hao de ming tian
wo men shuo hao shei ye bu fang qi shei

shou qian zhe shou
(lian cheng xian zui jin mi de yuan quan)
jian kao jian
(mei yi ke dou hao xiang zai shen bian)
shen hu xi zuo ni zui gao de bao lei

feng chui guo de hai bian
yu shui xia guo de ji jie
rang wo hao xiang nian /

** wo men zhi jian bu hui you gai bian
xiang tong de qi dian yi shun jian
bian cheng le le yuan
wo men zhi jian zhuan le yi da quan
xiang tong de zhong dian hui fa xian
suo you de xin yuan hui shi xian //

(Repeat *, **)

(Repeat **)

wo men zhi jian yi shun jian
bian cheng le le yuan
wo men zhi jian zhuan le yi da quan
xiang tong de zhong dian hui fa xian
suo you de xin yuan hui shi xian

**kga ada artinya lg**
(coba copas ni ke gugle translate aja deh wkwk)
終於一段時間
對著什麼樣的畫面
喜怒哀樂全寫在日記裡面
發現　每一頁全都是　慶典
所有的故事都值得紀念

現實的考驗
我們說好一起面對
不管多久多遠絕對不喊累
期待　一次的美好的陰天
我們說好誰也不放棄誰

手牽著手　肩靠肩
在身邊你是我最好的寶貝
風吹過的海邊
雨水下過的季節
讓我好想念

我們之間　不會有改變
相同的慶典
一瞬間　變成了樂園

我們之間　轉了一大圈
相同的終點
會發現
所有的心願　會實現

現實的考驗
我們說好一起面對
不管多久多遠絕對不喊累
期待　一次的美好的陰天
我們說好誰也不放棄誰

手牽著手　肩靠肩
在身邊你是我最好的寶貝
風吹過的海邊
雨水下過的季節
讓我好想念

我們之間　不會有改變
相同的慶典
一瞬間　變成了樂園

我們之間　轉了一大圈
相同的終點
會發現
所有的心願　會實現
--------
3.Blue Tomorrow-Suju M
[lgunya jga enaak :D]

[KH]Dao le ming tian
shuo hao bu zai jian mian
Zuo zai jie wei de dian
wo yi ge ren
dian le yi bei xiang nian

[ZM]Dao le ming tian
zhi neng rang ai ca jian
Liang ge ren de xiao lian
tian lian qian
bian cheng fan huang de zhao pian

[RW]Shen bian ([DH]ji mo zai man yan)
Shi xian (bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian)
Ba “wo ai ni” liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian

[HG]Dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
[SW]Dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
Xiang yi chang dian ying de wan jie pian
[H]Wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
[KH]Sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hui de zuo tian
Ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
[H]Er ni shen ying yue lai yue yuan

[HG]Ai hai liu zai wo fang jian
Hui yi hai hen xin xian
yi shun jian
Gan jue ni jiu zai yan qian

[ZM]Shen bian ([H]ji mo zai man yan)
Zhe shi xian (bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian)
Yi ju “wo ai ni” shen shen liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian

[SW]Dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
[DH]Dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
Xiang yi chang dian ying de wan jie pian
[H]Wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
[RW]Sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
Ke wo yi zhi qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
[SW]Er ni li qu shen ying que yue lai yue yuan

[ZM]Mei you ni ai kai shi dong mian
Gu dan hui zhan ju mei yi tian
Wo zhan zai lu deng xia mian leng qing de jie bian
[RW]Na ge ceng xiang yong de di dian
[KH]Shi wo men yi qi duo guo yu de wu yan, oh

[HG]Dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
[SW]Dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
Xiang yi chang dian ying de wan jie pian
[H]Wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
[KH]Sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
Ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no

[DH]Wo yi ran hai huai nian xiang ai de cong qian
[ZM]Wo yi ran hai deng ni hui dao wo shen bian
Lei liu zai wo bing leng de zhen bian
[RW]An xia zan ting de shi jian zhi dao ni zai ci chu xian
Wu fa cheng shou mei you ni de mei yi tian, oh no

Wo ai ni bu hui gai bian
[KH]Wo ai zhe ni dao yong yuan

artii:
[KH]When it’s tomorrow, we agree not to meet again
Sitting in the shop at the end of the road, I ordered a cup of missing (you)
[ZM]When it’s tomorrow, we can only let love pass by
Before daybreak, two persons’ smiling faces become a yellowed photograph

[RW]Around me ([H]loneliness is spreading)
Vision (is being blurred by tears)
I left “I love you” at the bottom of my heart and put them on the tip of my lips

[HG]When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
[SW]When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
[H]Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
[KH]Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
[H]Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

[HG]Love is still lingering in my room
Before the memory becomes real, in a moment
It felt like you were in front of my eyes

[ZM]Around me ([H]loneliness is spreading)
This vision (is being blurred by tears)
A sentence “I love you”, I left it deep in the bottom of my heart and put it on the tip of my lips

[SW]When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
[DH]When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
[H]Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
[RW]Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
[SW]Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

[ZM]Without you, love starts to hibernate
Loneliness will occupy every day
I stand under the streetlight, on the side of the cold street
[RW]That place where we once embraced
[KH]Is the roof under which we once seek shelter from the rain together, oh

[HG]When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
[SW]When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
[H]Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
[KH]Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I keep looking forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no

[DH]I still reminisce the past when we were in love
[ZM]I’m still waiting for you to come back to my side
Tears are falling on the side of my cold pillow
[RW]I hit pause on time until you appear again
I cannot stand each of the days without you, oh no

I love you, it will not change
[KH]I’ll be loving you till eternity

Janji-Mu S'perti Fajar

ketika kuhadapi kehidupan ini
jalan mana yang harus kupilih ?
kutahu ku tak mampu
kutahu ku tak sanggup
hanya Kau Tuhan tempat jawabanku

aku pun tahu kutak pernah sendiri
s'bab Engkau Allah yang menggendongku
tangan-Mu membelai ku
cinta-Mu memuaskanku
Kau menggangkat ku ke tempat yang tinggi


Reff:
janji-Mu s'perti fajar pagi hari
yang tiada pernah terlambat bersinar
cinta-Mu s'perti sungai yg mengalir
dan ku tau betapa dalam kasih-Mu

SEMALEM

anjrits kali semalem gw ngimpi nyesek banget tau! lo semua bayangin aja ya, gw ampe merasa sangat sangat menderita di mimpi itu. trus parahnya, gw jadi orang yg engga tegaan, aduh, itu bkn gw banget dh! gw juga ngerasa bersalah banget sama seseorang, maafin gw. andai aja lo tau apa mimpi gw, lo pasti marah sama gw. aduh, jangan sampe dh. gw harap lo ngga baca blog gw karena pulsa lo lagi abis atau gimana lah itu. let me explain kenapa gw pake kata menderita: karena kalo (iya) gw merasa bersalah ma lo, kalo (engga) gw ngga tegaan ma dy. aduh, padahal gw menghajar orang aja tuh gampang banget, tanpa belas kasihan! tapi gila deh semalem. apa gara2 gw ngga berdoa ya? aduh, bersalah banget ni gw. oh no!! maap ni muter2 LOL

PutihAbuAbu++ Days

hyaa.. udh lama ni ngga ol, akhirnya bisa ol :) jadi tuh bsk + sabtu libur krn tlh b'plng k rmh Bapa d surga Bu Grace. sebenernya si ngga tau apa2, tapi sudalah. Kalo diliburkan, ya kita terima dengan senang hati ~

X par 2!!
ni, mulai dari MOS ye?? aduh singkat aje deh, pokoknya MOSnya assek dah. ngga beribet. cuma ada kk klas yg rada2 rese gtu. kk OSISnya si okok lah.

langsung aja deh: masuk angin gw gara2 duduk tepat dibawah kipas angin yang segede bagong. sebenernya si bbrp hari sebelomnya gw naik bis AC + parfum yg bikin pilek! eh malah tambah parah sekarang. trus tuker tempat ma ajeng (sbnrnya gw si tau dy ma si wina ngomongin gw, sabar sabar). sekarang si udh mendingan, cuma kena angin dikit gw jadi menggigil gitu, giliran kena AC gw malah enak. wkwkwk, kebiasaan pake AC si :)



trus gw baca 2 novel:

1. ttg cwe brutal yg katanya udh tobat trus suka ma seniornya di tempat kerja (biasa, jiwa muda wwkwk)
2. ttg cwe bae2 yg sakit2an, kasian banget dh :(

klo mau tau bukunya, cari aja di toko buku !



terus-terus, gw capek karena udh pilek + batuk, daadah :)

*Kezya

oh ya, gw blm siap mimpi gw jdi kenyataan. thx!

mos

well, kk osis-nya si bae2 trus anak2nya enak2 diajak ngobrol. asik dh.

kk pembimbing lufthanza(ger?) itu k natalia. kknya selain cantik, bae pula.


oh iya, kita buka rahasia ni. hhaha. masa kemaren pas mau di mos ama osis, ada anak2 disebelah saya bilang: "ih, kk yg cakep itu mana?" "engga ada tau" "oh, itu itu, baru dateng"

wahwahwah, males deh saya. emang ni smk "gersang" cwo, tapi biasa aja kali, ngga usah gitu2 banget. di smp saya banyak cwo-nya, tapi ngga ampe gitu2 banget kok. nyantai aja kali. kita tuh ngga akan mati tanpa cwo, malahan males banget kan kalo persahabatan ancur gara2 cwo. aduhaduh. btw, udah males nulis nih, byeee..

Kezya Yu

o'dreamoo:: (agaain!)

Mimpi lagii.. still with the same theme! Aduh, kenapa ngimpiin cwo mulu sih? Tapi mending yang ini sih, keren rambutnya -kyk model shampoo. Let me tell u why? Dia rambutnya agak kemerahan gitu kayak di cat -sebenernya sih coklat. Trus rambutnya panjang gitu, jadi diiket atau di cepol ya?? -keren abis dh!

maaf ni gw rada gila dikit abisnya mimpinya cwo mulu, temen kek? kan udh pada mau misah2, ada yg di SMAK GS, UPH College, dll. weeh, udh dlu yo! See ya :)